英语翻译I've felt the hate rise up in me...Kneel down and clear

英语翻译
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell,I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
I wipe it off on tile,the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold,the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I can't control my shakes
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this,so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud,I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell,I wait and bleed...
Get outta my head cuz I don't need this
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander over where you can't see...
Inside my shell,I wait and bleed...
Goodbye!
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell,I wait and bleed...
And it waits for you!

我感觉到愤怒在我心中燃烧
跪倒在地擦拭着石头上的落叶
我游荡在你看不见的地方
在那躯体中 流着血等待着
再见!
我在砖瓦上用力敲打,现在那光更明亮了
(这句不好翻 只知道blasphemy 是亵渎神明的意思)
我双眼喷火 怒发冲冠
这并不是我所想的自己
我情不自禁地颤抖
我是怎么身置地狱
关于这些都是荒谬的
我不得不放声大笑 我真不希望自己是这样的
是梦还是回忆
我感觉到愤怒在我心中燃烧
跪倒在地擦拭着石头上的落叶
我游荡在你看不见的地方
在那躯体中 流着血等待着
从我的脑海中褪去 我不需要这些
为什么我没有看到这些...
我是