Today, my heart is so calm because I'm twenty-six 是什么意思 谢谢

My heart is still so calm Quiet!Cannot calm!So tired!My heart is really tired good pai My heart is so May Day is coming.I’m so ha y because my father and my mothe I'm so sad,because I lose my love I'm so sad,because I lose Calm down and wait .My heart is dead. I'm so lonely,listen to my heart looking at the girl,my heart is so hurt...是什么意思? I am so tired,my heart is desolate. my heart is so tired. My heart is so cold My heart is so tired!